what i have and what i don’t have

what i have:

1. 4 albums of Noir Desir: Des visages des figures, One trip,One noise, Tostaky, 666.667 Club

thank you brother for your ipod, it would help me a lot with you ipod during the writing process. Thank you Noir Desir for your songs which could bring me completely into the world of poetry, the black dark night with a brilliant ideas, your songs penetrate into my heart like the water penetrate into the hole of rock.

2. A short black story for Nou Hach this year

could be option A or B or C:

A – could be a direct and multiple critique about: policeman, media and the attitude (i still believe Khmer people should learn to talk and communicate to each other)

B- could be an improvising to create a story line which actually tell indirectly what have been said on option A

C- could be both option A and B mixed together

3. My mirror

well you asked me once what does it mean the mirror? i still can only reply my mirror is you. you is me and me is you. and i hope you will trust me on this one. 

what i don’t have:

1. A bottle of 21 years old scotch whisky Ballantine’s

it is the worst part LOL, previous short story was written only with 18 years old whisky. you might see the different

2. few boxes of 555

i am not a smoker – but it’s just sometime i need to smoke. i will try to minimize it. i know cigarette is bad for health but believe me without the smoke there’s no idea. there’s no great sweet poem if there’s no wine and cigarette. even the god smokes!

I decide to write again a black short story after Katouch is because i got no season to write a happy ending story. I want to write sometime important to give a message, to provide an idea, to provoke an impulsion in the head. that’s the reason i write the story.